My Name is Jessica, I'm 25 years old and I just got married to a man that I've dated for 2 years now and we moved into our new home after our honey moon.
Since we moved into our family house, anytime that my father inlaw visits, he keeps on staring at me and my butts and boobs, anytime I'm close to him or he wants to tell me something he will be taping and touching my body which made me feel uncomfortable anytime that I'm around him.
Last month after our marriage, one night, my husband failed down and collapsed and imminently I rushed him to the hospital, while we were in the hospital, I called his parents, my father and mother inlaw and they responded and came the next day morning, the doctors tested him to know what is wrong with him but couldn't dictate anything, they gave him the best treatments they could, we prayed, but the doctor said that he couldn't make it, and few days after he gave up, left me a young widow without bearing any child with me.
A month after the burial, one night when my mother inlaw was night at home, my father inlaw called me to the sitting room, he said there's something he want to discourse with me and we sat in the sitting room alone talking, he went into his room and brought out a drink which he poured into a cup for me because he already had one on his hand that he's drinking and because he's my father inlaw I was not suspecting anything, so I took the drink and drank it, we kept on talking and I was feeling dizzy and slept off, while I'm sleeping, I felt a hand taking my bra and pants off, I tried to move but I was too week to move so felt deeper asleep and in the morning when I woke up I realized that my bra was loose and I'm wet, I wanted to to tell my mother inlaw but I felt it will be a shame if we found out that my father In-law rapped me while she's out and she wouldn't even believe me so I kept it to myself.
Just last week I start feeling somehow and started vomiting and the they rushed me to the hospital and it was discovered that I am 2 weeks pregnant and that my father In-law is responsible.
My father In-law didn't deny it, he agreed that he raped me and that he wants to marry me as the custom of the land demands.
Please BG readers, I'm confused and sad, should I go on and marry my father In-law?
Please I need your advice.